news from tbss

aku memang x sangka gila yang bekas ketua kelas aku dulu di sekolah tbss sudah pun menjadi arwah . aku dapat berita ini daripada kawan aku , anyss . well untuk kepastian lagi aku telah membaca berita tentang kawan aku di dalam surat khabar hari ini di metro . aku sangat terkejut dan x sangka benda ni boleh berlaku . aku pun dah lama x jumpa dia tetiba aku dengar berita buruk pasal dia . walaupun dia banyak buat salah kat aku tapi aku still kesiankan dia and dia pun kawan aku . banyak sangat kenangan dia dengan budak kelas 3 cerdas dulu . aku sedih sangat nak menangis pun ada . dah ajal dia nak buat cam mana . nama dia farid iwadh . kalau korang ade jumpa berita pasal langgar lari itulah kawan aku . kurang ajar punya lori pemandu dia dah langgar orang pastuh blaa macam tuh je . tak gune betul . bukannya nak tolong . at least tolong r ni lari je mana orang x bengang . papepun malam ni family dia nak buat kenduri tahlil so i think i want to go and meet my friends . kalau ayah aku izinkan lah . aku pergi sekejap je dalam 5 minit macam tuh je . hurmm farid3 .... macam ni lah kesudahan kau kan ? tapi apepun aku sedih sangat . hurmm papepun aku dah maafkan kau and i hope u will be peace at there . RIP . aku tumpang simpati kat keluarga dia and aku harap keluarga dia boleh menerima kenyataan and janganlah sedih sangat . aku tahu but be patient. ini semua adalah dugaan daripada allah . dah ajalnya and nak buat apa lagi . kalau menangis air mata darah sekali pun dia takkan kembali dan hidup selamanya . aku betul betul  sangka . budak-budak ni semua menangis kenangkan arwah . mastura , farhanah , aziela , wanie and semuanya aku amat tumpang simpati . LOL ,,, marilah kita sama-sama doakan kebahagiaan dia di alam sana . amin .

dancing all over

i've nothing else to do to release my bored at home so me and my sisters dancing all over the house ... korean group's dance and it's quite wonderful and best ... secret's group dance ... hahaha secret group is quite pretty and cute and i love them and their dancing steps , well we here tried to dance like them till the end . starlight moonlight and shy boy . huhu but shy boy is quite difficult because their steps is too fast and too active . they love to jump and jump till my stomach is in pain . hahha just for fun meyh ~~ nothing much ! well if u want to released your bored so u can have a dance with so much happy and enjoy or u can make a miming video or a funny video so that people can view ur video . hahaha that's what i do when i feel bored or feel tension or whatever . well i'm going to have spm here so i must stay the word in my brain so that i won't make a same mistake or forget .
ouh yup one more thing my legs and hands are so itchy and i donnow why . it suddenly become itchy and i feel like want to make an operation on my body ... hurghhh omg help me !!! what can i do i just can't stand it anymore ... oh goshhhied 

christmas

dah 2 hari christmas berlepas ... and tak lama lagi sekolah akan dibuka n i feel very nervous and i can't wait for that moment . hurmm i really miss my blog coz it have been a long time i didn't online . well merry christmas to u all . waktu christmas i fell sick . i'm having fever ouchh what terrible isn't it ? soon i will have a big exam and i can't be so enjoy for 2012 . 2012 is my future year . well to all spm candidates 2012 i wish u all good luck as for me too . huhu ~~ 
hope we can do the best . well i won't be long because i've so much work to complete . well see you guys later ! grrr can't wait to see my friends and teachers ... most importantly i'm going to be a senior ... whoops not me alone but all form 5 2012 at smk naning

sadness ...

hurmm so my daddy said from now on u can online 1 time per week only and me was like huh ! ouchh i can't recently post my entry and i've to stay way from the internet till spm end ... but i just feel okay because this is for my own goodness and i seemed don't care so much but i feel sad ... hurmm whatever as long as i can surfing the internet once a week ... okay soon we ( student ) are going to school again like usual ... but this time i want to make a little bit change . hurmm just let's wait and see next year ! i'm going to be a very " good " girl ... wow i'm not expect that i would do this way but it's okay ... because i'm going to have a big exam so i have to make nice with people around me ... big smile ;)
LOL , 

fever !

ouchh i'm not very well because i'm having fever . hurmm and my body is in pain . then yesterday night my parent sent me to the hospital but i don't want to go because i hate eating medicines . then the doctor took some blood of mine . menangis-nangis aku sebab aku takut darah . aku x boleh nak tengok darah walaupun setitis . hurmmm kalau tengok darah aku rase macam nak pitam je ! hahha ,,, apelah aku ni ! papepun i'm feeling better . doctor suruh aku minum air suam banyak - banyak . 


p/s : aku x suka minum air suam ... ! grrrr ... dah terpakse nak buat macam mane kan ? 

my pic with sis

addicted

i'm addicted to woobies shooter games . the woobies are so cute and so colorful . well i always play this game since yesterday till now . i love this game and it's so fun with the cute and beautiful woobies . hurmm their eyes are so big with a cute sound . ouchh but unfortunately the maximum level is 31 but i'm just level 15 . there are 3 lives given and if we loose them then we will have to get level 1 again . so i'm trying to finished the game . hope i can ! today the weather is so cool and i love it . not too sunny not too cold ... hurmm so peaceful day ! it makes me feel calm and happy ... look at me ! i'm smiling with a big smile on my face > ; ) < 

shopping

hari ni pergi shopping barang sekolah . hurmm penat sungguh , lepas beli barang sekolah then kitorang pergi makan-makan . kenyang perut aku , alhamdulillah ... ouh yup abg aku dpt naib juara futsal kali ni . perghh bangga gila lah dia then dapat lah duit sikit . hurmm ayah aku pulak keluar pergi hantar pekerja beli barang diorang . hurmm sampai sini je kot entry kali nih . nak study lorh utk taon depan meyh ~~ come on you can do it , spm candidates can do it ! haha kata-kata pembakar semangat . hesyhh aku ni cakap je besar tapi x buat pun ... hurmm bangkit lorh ,,, LOL ^-^
go , go , go we fight for life ! untuk masa depan jugak ~~ blurrr ... ^0^'
twittie , twittie cute !!! haha saje menggedik jap ...

futsal and futsal

abg aku lah asyik futsal je ... die cakap die memang dah sebati gile ngan futsal tuh kalau miss satu rase macam rugi gile . agknya dia boleh jadi tak tentu arah kalau x de futsal . hidup dia dengan futsal all the time . nak ajak dia keluar berjalan pun susah . tengok tuh pagi-pagi lagi dah lesap ade tournament kat senawang ... orang sedap-sedap tidur die main futsal . tapi x pelah sekadar meluangkan masa yang terluang tuh dengan futsal . kira ok lah jugak . die tuh memang banyak bakat dari segi sukan semua boleh except for hoki kot ! hurmm kalau bab menyanyi pun boleh n dance . die suka streetdance . huihh macam-macam dia boleh buat . bukan nak puji lebih cuma it's a fact right ? hurmm afiq,afiq ... hahaha ~~ tapi die baik jugak tau and sporting . best lorh dapat abg macam dia . bangga aku ... hahaha xdelah just kidding ... huh stop talking about me ... ! dia memang x pernah miss utk futsal dari friendly sampai tournament . hesyy harapnya dia dapat lah jadi pemain futsal terbaik ! pray for him ... 

webcam

hurmm malam ni sambung webcam lagi dengan sis zue but if she's online . tadi pun webcam dengan eikal at kl tadi . hurmm kelakar betul hahahah btw seronok kan guna webcam , maklumlah teknologi sekarang ni semakin lama semakin canggih . ishh nyamuk ni kacau je orang nak update blog . x duduk senang aku lah !!! tengok dah itchy kat tangan ni hah ... kang aku garu kang kulit terkupik ... maklumlah sensitive skin hurmm macam-macam lah ~~
aduhhhh x senang duduklah aku , menyirap aku lah ~~ woiiih nyamuk x yah lah kacau aku aku ni . suka kacau orang , tak leh tengok orang aman sikit . memanglah nyamuk pun nak hidup tabi asyik kat aku je . manis sangat ke darah aku nih ? haisyyy .... ke dengki nan aku ? pape je lah bukannya kau faham pun , binatang mana nak faham cakap orang ! hahaha tolol ! kay ... sekarang nih nak cite apa pulak huh ? x de cite lah ... ouh yup tadi makan jagung bakar sedappp ... aku kongsi nan hanie , mother kongsi ngan father , bro kongsi ngan budak gigi gongak ... budak gong yang tergedik-gedik , busybody , mengada-ngada , lepastuh banyak hal ! hesyyh menyirap sungguh akuh ! nak buat macam mana adik sendiri meyh ~~ 
okay fine , kejap lagi aku kena blaaaaa sebab adik gong aku nak guna . lepas dia mandi , siap-siap dah pakai baju dia nak gune pulak . terpaksa beralah yelaaa aku kan eldest sis ... hurmm T__T 
hahaha ~~~
tadi sedih ni gelak pulak ! hesyy pape je lah ... jom kita enjoy our life , and fight for it !
we can get what we want if we effort it and leave it to God ! hahaha ayat x ley blaa tapi betul apa ... x pe sekali-sekala guna ayat skema or nerdy or whatever , choyyy !!!
tadi adik aku makan jagung bakar tapi x leh gigit habis sebab gigi GONG ! gigi atas dia tercabut ... 2 biji pulak tuh ... hahaha ~~ uishh tak baik ejek orang ! hesyyh aku ni kan budak baik ! huihhh jangan lah kutuk aku ... i'm just kidding lorh ... xdelah baik mana pun kadang-kadang jahat and nakal gak ... bluekkk !!! W > E > M > L ... faham ? x faham ? buat-buat faham je lah ye ... PIECE NO WAR ...
jangan perangi saya kerana saya tidak suka diperangi !!! BE CAREFUL yup! hahaha bukan nak ugut or blackmailing hanya nak berlawak sahaja ! BOSAN !!! hurmm tuh dia gigi GONG sudah siap mandi !!! wopps 6 minutes jap ... 
yuppie , my readers and my followers also my lovely twittie blog I LOVE YOU DAMN SO MUCH !!


p/s : penghargaanyang tulus ini ditujukan kepada follower and readers akuh yang amat baik hati dan sporting meyh ... to readers yang jelez kat aku , kalau setakat pergi baca blog aku then kutuk-kutuk or whatever x suka baca blog aku so tak yah menyemak ye !!! hurmm ... maaflah kalau ayat i kasar ... janganlah touching or emo kepada sesiapa yang baca nih kalau korang x de feeling "x suka " tuh yupp ... may god bless you guys !

my bro's friend

semalam bro aku ada webcam dgn sorang akak ni . aku balik je drpd makan tengok die tengah ber webcam ngan akak nih taw then aku pun menyibuk lah including my two sisters yang always busybody tuh ... hahaha ! so aku tanye ni sape then abg aku ckp nih kawan dia ... i thought she was my bro's special girlfriend rupenye kawan je ? hurmm akak tuh cute sangat , cantik and putih . furthermore akak tuh pun baik .
tak lama selepas tuh abg aku webcam lagi ngan dia dlam kol 2400 pm macam tuh . then aku pun tergedik2 mintak link blog akak tuh then aku jadi follower akak tuh , her name is zue and j=her link website is zulaiqah-hatiyangdilukai.blogspot.com , do come visit her site ... her blog is quite pretty ... 

KerJa ?

i want to find a job so that i can have my own money . i can buy my things with my own money and i want to save money . i'd planned that i want to buy a shoes if my father allowed me to work at anywhere near my house but he didn't allowed me ... if i'm working at least i can buy my things on my own money and i can get experience ... if my dad give me a permission i would like to work at KFC or Esso ... i want to get money with myself ... 

my mom's blog

my mom ada blog . my mom buat pasal mushrooms so kalau you all nak visit nih website nye ... just click on this link > http://cendawannaning.blogspot.com/ <

^ - ^"

hye everybody , may you all have a very good today like me or better than me . so today i in the morning i went study group . you know what i'm late for an hour . hurmm i don't know how did this happen ! meh sini dengar cerita aku ...
okay pagi tadi aku ada bangun pukul 7.30 am , study group start kul 9 am then aku pun fikir lambat lagi so aku pun sambung tidur dengan rasa best ... then tetibe ade orang kejutkan aku ... granny kejutkan aku sebab kawan aku kol , so aku angkat , begini conversation antara aku nan ina ...


ina : hello , salam
aku : hello , omg ina sorry aku terbangun lewat , aku pun belum siap lagi ni hah !
ina : tu lah kau , hah dah pergi siap cepat kitorang tunggu
aku : sape yang dah sampai ?
ina : miera , asyraf , adek aku dengan farah
aku : hajar ?
ina : hajar , dia ada masalah kesihatan 
aku : okaylah aku nak bersiap , bye 
ina : bye


then aku pun kelam-kabut , aku otw nak masuk bathroom , tengok pintu tertutup so that's mean ada orang dalam bathroom that is my father . so sambil aku tunggu ayah aku selesai aku pergi gosok gigi kejap and breakfast . lepas aku habis je breakfast ayah aku dah pun siap mandi so ape lagi terburu-buru aku masuk bathroom . maklumlah ramai yang nak masuk lagi . sebab family kak long aku nak pergi KL . so aku mandi nak dekat 30 minutes lah jugak ... tengok jam dah kol 10 am ... aku bangun kol 9.15 am , then aku pun bersiap bagai ... ibu aku pun follow sekali but ibu aku belum mandi lagi so kena tunggu ... tetibe pulak adik aku mengada-ngada nak ikut sekali hurmm dahlah belum mandi lagi pastuh nak ikut ... aku pun terpaksa tunggu ,,, tunggu punya tunggu akhirnya bertolak dalam kol 10.30 am macam tu lah ... my dad drop ibu aku n adik aku gi sarapan then ayah aku hantar aku pulak ... sampai je ina lambai tangan kat aku , so ape lagi aku pergi join lah ... okay study,study and study ...
lepas dah sejam aku pergi tandas kejap then aku naik library tetibe ada budak lambai tangan kat aku ... aku ingatkan sape rupanya kawan kem prs aku , zaty ... hahaha x sangka jumpa dia pulak so aku pun berborak ngan dia ... kawan dia pun ada sekali namanya mira ... lawa , putih , comel ... haha seriously aku cakap ... 
okay tiba masanya untuk makan tengahari kol 12.00 pm ... lepas dah makan tuh pukul 2.00 pm ina pergi solat ... sementara ina pergi solat aku ngan farah dok at library tetibe aku dengar akak ni cakap cam ni ... " aku budak form 5 , buat ape aku nak takut ngan budak form 4 " ... terasa aku ngan farah yelaa yang ade budak form 4 mase tuh aku ngan farah je ... hurmm farah cakap " ouh budak form 5 rupanya ... " then aku balas " who cares .. " hah padan muke akak tuh langsung terdiam ... menyirap je aku ! pastuh terpandang-pandang ntah ape yang die tengok tak tahu lah maybe sebab aku cute kot ... haha dah mule dah ... harap muke putih , cantik tapi mulut tak sayang nak buat ape ... hah dahlah tak yah nak fikir sangat ,,, aku akan panggil akak jika seseorang itu hormat aku dan aku takkan panggil akak jika seseorang itu tidak hormat aku ... buat ape kite nak hormat orang jika orang itu sendiri x hormat kita ... hurmm aku cakap macam tuh at member aku ... harapnya akak tuh faham and dengar ! 
dah pukul 4 lebih kitorang pun chaw drpd situh and aku pulak tunggu bas dengan asyraf ... bas un sampai ... then baliklah rumah ... sampai rumah aku terus gi ladang kejap tolong ibu aku ... yelaa my mom pun x sihat so kena lah tolong lagipun aku bosan ! and that's the end ...

invisible follower ...

it's so weird because when i look at my dashboard i've 11 followers but when i view my blog i have only 9 followers ... where are another 2 have gone ? anybody know ? or maybe they follow me as anonymous hurmm but ... i don't know who are they ? how i want to know ? somebody help me ... guide me lol !

perasaan aku sebak bila terkenangkan si dia

bila aku terkenangkan dia perasaan aku menjadi sebak dan aku merasa ingin menangis tetapi apakan daya semuanya sudah terjadi . takdir menetukan segalanya dan kita hanyalah merancang . aku seperti tidak sangka bahawa dia harus pergi selamanya dan meninggalkan aku dengan perasaan terkejut setelah mendengar berita tentang dia . dia adalah yang aku sayang dan yang aku kasihi . jika dia masih ada di sisi aku takkan ku lepaskan dia pergi . malang sekali , semuanya takdir . 
kadang kala aku merasa rindu dan ingin sekali membelai dia dengan penuh kasih sayang . walauapapun , dia sudah tiada lagi . walau aku menangis air mata berdarah takkan ku mampu mengembalikan dia . apabila aku melihat cara dia meninggalkan kami , aku tidak sanggup sekali kerana dia mati terseksa ...


p/s : dia yang aku maksudkan adalah kucing-kucing tersayang yang aku dan sekeluarga bela sehingga besar dan dia adalah keturunan kucing pertama yang aku jumpa di depan rumah kampungku ... sekarang baka yang tinggal hanya seekor sahaja lagi ...
dia mati kerana sakit ... 

study group again

tomorrow i'm going to study group at 8 am ... it's so fun to have study group with members and i don't have to stay at home and doing nothing , and it's just so bored ... well perhaps hajar will join us ... well i hope she could attend , maybe this is the last study group for 2011 on december because next week ina have something important to do same goes with asyraf ... maybe my family also will be going out to buy school accessories for next year , 
i just couldn't believe that i'm going to be spm candidate ... ouchh i really nervous when i think about spm ...

pic of pic

bosan-bosan so ape lagi ambil pic lorh ...

on the way pergi putrajaya ada urusan penting

haha kesian yang tengah tuh x de gigi ... adik last aku

yang tepi sekali (free hair) adik first aku

huhu ~~ 

kenapa alysha buat muke macam tuh ?? funny

struggling

study , study and study ... next year is my important year ever ... so don't just sit and do nothing !
come on , come on move ... ouchh why i feel so moody today ? hurmm 

more and more

hari ni pergi putrajaya atas urusan imigresen pekerja parent aku ... pergi sana pergi sini pusing-pusing huiih penat sungguh cari jalan nye ... putrajaya memang gila sikit sebab signboard ke mana jalan yang betul entah ke mana ... hurmm nasib baik ayah aku yang drive kalau ibu aku drive huihh sesat terus ,,, lepas urusan tuh ingatkan nak gi kl jumpa lawyer but x sempat sebab dah petang ... parent aku pun busy ada banyak kerja kat ladang ... so maybe tomorrow pergi kl lagi but my father jelah pergi ... ibu aku x ikut coz she's not very well right now ~~~
sampai rumah kol 6.30 pm .. hurmm penat gile ... lepas balik rumah kena tolong ayah aku kat ladang ibu aku tak dapat tolong ... yelaa tau2 je lah keadaan my mom sekarang ... food poisoning !
x sihat2 lagi ... let's pray for her health so that she can active again like usual ... my mom kalau x sihat badmood je ... senang aku cakap aku x suka kalau ade salah seorang family aku x sihat sebab aku rase macam x happy ... hurrmm i wonder bile lah nak jalan-jalan kat kl lagi ... macam dulu every weekend keluar gi shopping sebab dok sane bile dah pindah kampung pun x de so rae macam bosan sikit lah ... my parent pun always busy with their business ... rumah pun x siap lagi ,,, sbar je lah maybe bukan masanya nak bersuka ria ... hahaha ayat tak leh blaa je ,,, 
tadi pun kak ekin ade kol die just nak say sorry kat aku ... she never done anything wrong to me and she is just a sweet , kind and pretty cute orangnya ... dia nak sambung degree i hope she will success ... dia ambil business management ... hurmm orangnya pun pandai ,,, whatever it is i wish to her a very good luck and i hope you'll be happy with the love one ~~ 


p/s : x leh nak tulis entry panjang sangat ade orang nak main komputer ... dia tengah tunggu aku habis menaip so that he can online ... hahaha eikal ... eikal ... eikal !!!


to my visitor/readers i love you all so much and i hope you all can be my follower ... hurmm nak guna ayat manis x pandai huhu ~~ see you next time ... fight for SPM next year the biggest and important year to me with all SPM candidates next year ... good luck especially to my friends in 4 SCience NExus ... opss jangan lupa ... although budak laki suka sakitkan hati aku but i will pray for you all jugak ... good luck babes ... 




4 SCIENCE NEXUS :
syera , miera , farahin , lai , lyda , iera ( perfect teams ) , wawa , anis , syida , syam , yana , mira , farah , ina , ain , hajar , zul , fendi , abu , aidil , irfan , yaser , faizal , asyraf , rusydi , syafiq .... happy ending story for 2011 and start open a new book for 2012 ... hope you guys dah buat azam untuk 2012 nanti .... a very special goodluck for u all ...

greyson chance

seriously i tell you greyson chance is more great than JB or justin bieber ... he is so cute and more handsome , most importantly he is matured and his voice is just really nice and like a men ... greyson chance is 
such a cute boy ...

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

stomachache

i had a stomachache since just now and i just can't stand it anymore omigoshh help meee !!!
hurmm i'm going out for dinner with my family ... i wonder what time we will be going out ??! my stomach is in a terrible situation ... maybe because i'm hungry ~~ what ?? i just ate chicken rice this afternoon and ate biscuits in this evening ... hurmm =(
hahaha i don't know since when i love to eat ... my mother always cook the delicious food ... i'm afraid if i suddenly become fat girl ouh no i don't wish that happen to me ... hurmm i don't like to be fat i just want to be normal and my body is health !!! i rarely play sports and i rarely play outside in front of my house ... that's why i'm afraid that something i don't want happen to me ... 
what's wrong with my stomach ??? such a troublemaker and my mood right now isn't stable because of my horrible stomach make a trouble ... this is what i hate , i hate it so much ... i'd put some oil but it still pain ~~ hurmm what i want to do to get this pain away far from me ... ?? 
my mother is better now but i'm in a stuck situation ~~~ why ??? 

today and today

okay today our planned were cancelled because my mother is not very well she had a fever since yesterday ... so today i joined ina for study group at library , hurmm ain was there too 
hurmm sangat sedih because x jadi pergi jalan - jalan ... bored !!! what can i do my mother fell sick and she can't move too much ... she had food poisoning ~~~

ierafazirastory

ouh i thought you had blocked your blog ... hahaha buat aku terkejut beruk je !
hurmm but why ?? i mean why iera not ieya ?? hurmm okay sorry if i had ask you a wrong question i know why ~~ but whatever it is you must be strong and just forget her or just befriend with her like usual ... haha furthermore you have already a nice new adopted sis right ? she is so cute and you were right her eyes are really beautiful i hope you'll be happy with her iera ... 


p/s : no matter what happens our life must go on and we must fight for our life !

the end of december

i can't wait for next year ... i love to go school than staying at home 
school we can meet friends , teachers and we can gain more knowledges ... next year we form 5 will be the senior school ... i think i want to join chess and i want to win for it so that i can go further ... i love to play chess but i'm not great ! well we can try why not ? playing chess is one of my hobbies ... badminton also besides surfing internet , window shopping ... 
next year i want to join netball and chess ... study is study , sport is sport ...