how long ?

hurmm lamanya nak tunggu cuti sekolah habis . petang ni mungkin parent pergi parkson beli barang hanie untuk sekolah baru dia at mrsm . untung dia dapat mrsm daripada lubok china sana . mrsm lagi dekat so senang kan . hurmm bosan lah bila dia tak ada kat rumah . nasib baik ada adik sepupu , farisha kalau tak dah tentu bosan sangat - sangat . aku nak pergi sekolah aku tak nak duduk rumah . pergi sekolah dapat jumpa cikgu . ouh ye malam nanti ada cerita ip man . best nye besok cerita storm warriors . wahhh seronoknya . hah jangan lupa jugak esok ada kelas tambahan untuk physics , selasa biology , rabu chemistry . hurmm untung ada kelas tambahan boleh lah cover sikit apa yang terlepas . hurmm cikgu dah banyak korbankan masa , tenaga mereka untuk kitorang 5 science . thank you so much teacher . akan kami kenang jasamu sampai bila - bila . sayang sangat ngan cikgu . tanpa cikgu tak mungkin kami dapat belajar subjek - subjek yang dikira agak sukar itu ... meehe ... aku akan berusaha untuk capai apa yang diimpikan oleh parent, teachers and myself jugak .... 

my old friends always in my mind forever

i called faten syafiqah to ask about muhammad solehuddin and she told me that he is really the one that i really know ... i miss the moment when i was in form 1 ... i really don't expect that he will be gone ... yes i know someday we will be death for sure but i just ... feel sooo saddd !! 
faten cerita kat aku yang m.solehuddin tergesa-gesa nak turun bawah so dia terjatuh daripada tangga ... lepastuh dia dikejarkan ke hospital and bile doktor rawat dia doktor cakap dalam otak dia ada darah beku so terpaksa buat operation ... after the operation ingatkan dah okay lah rupenye tak ... kesian dia kena cucuk wayar kat badan dia ... sedih sangat bioe tengok gambar dia terlantar kat hospital ... aku tengok dalam blog zyqa pakmin ... littlebebal.blogspot.com ... terkilan sangat-sangat sebab aku lambat tahu ... dengan lagu blog zyqa nye lagi bertambah sedih ... sebak gile !!!


p/s : i really miss the moment yang sempat menjadi kenangan aku dengan arwah ... dengan lawak dia yang amat melucukan tuh ! i really miss u all and i really want to see u all , and sama-samalh kita doa kebahagiaan arwah di alam yang lain ... semoga dia mendapat tempat yang terbaik ! i love you alls ... kalaulah arwah berhati-hati waktu nak turun tangga ........ hurmm dah sampai masa arwah nak buat macam mana ?? aku bile pulak , kan ? !

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i told my bestie , ina that my friend had passed away and she told me that don't tell her about a death because she is really trauma about it ... of course she is trauma cause her great grandmother is really sick right now ... she has many illnesses such as breast cancer . she is only 61 years old . ina i'm sorry i really didn't mean to make you scary but i just want to share my story ... that's all . if u can't accept it i understand and i won't tell you anything about my friend anymore ...

lost a friend ...

he always make people laugh ... he always make a joke ... always make people smile with a big smile but sometimes he also make people hurt ... 
now he is gone ... no more big laugh , big smile , only a sadness ! all that had became a sweet memories for us to remember who is he ... he is just a joker 


i just know that the one who had just passed away for 3 days ago is my friend ... my joker friend , when i was in form 1 he always teased me with his jokes and make me laugh sometimes make me angry with his behaviour . for 2 years i haven't seen him and now i just got news from my bestie at smk sek 10 that he had passed away . actually i've known this since afternoon but i just want to ensure that i really know him . i've lost my two friends . one from tbss and now from sek 10 . 
al fatihah for the late of muhammad solehuddin . you are my one joker friend . i always want to go to smk sek to meet my friends including you but you'd gone too early ... what can i do ? semua ini adalah ketentuan illahi ... cuma aku sebak je sebab x sempat nak jumpe die ... tuhan lebih sayangkan dia ... sape lagi nak buat lawak semua itu ? sape lagi nak buat orang ketawa terbahak-bahak dengan perangai dia yang amat melucukan ? siapa lagi nak buat orang senyum sampai nampak gigi selalu ? aku rindu nak dengar cerita kau yang lawak , aku rindu nak tengok kau buat lawak ... aku pun x sempat nak kata apa-apa ... aku sedih sangat !!! lepas seorang , seorang pergi meninggalkan kenangan !!