all about me ...

i just want my own life
i just want to be in my own world
i just want to be myself
i just want to get what i want
i just want to be with my lovely family
i just want them to understand me
i just want to get close with my bestie
i want all i need
i just need that
i will get what i want
no matter happen
i miss my bestie
i miss my friends and my group
i miss my ....
but the question is 
when will i get all these ??
maybe in 1 or 2 years ??
ouhh i want my place
i want to change to be a better person
but who will help me to thru this ??
no i won't change because i love what i do ...
i love myself and what i'm doing right now ...
i won't change 
this is myself so it's up to me
i love my social life ... cool !!

What Happened ???

well today i'm not fasting not because i cannot but i'd vomitted this morning ... i don't know what's wrong with my stomach ... i don't have stomachache but my stomach was empty i don't know ... but i'm sahur this morning but just a little bit because i don't have any appetite to eat the food maybe because it's sambal so sambal cannot eat in the early morning right ?? but usually i'm just fine with it hurhh ... feeling regret ?? regret tu ada lah jugak but what can i do ? i just drank water cooler at school after religious subject had done ... then my stomach feel better sikit ... after i arrived home i just went to the sofa and sleep ... i'd my bodyache ... ouh just what's wrong with me ?


tomorrow i've to go to school to send this report that i'd just done ... well and tomorow evening i has to attend the study group because i'd made my promise to them to study together ... so i've to go no matter what happen ... yeah right !! of course or not they will be mad at me ... poor them ... penat2 tunggu aku sampai stayback at school ... hurmm my two sis will be there too ... today many incident had happened to me ... hurmm   =' (