stOry MerY ...

raya-raya ni ramai orang jarang update blog kan ?? of course lah diorang sibuk beraya mana ada masa nak update blog paling kurang diorang just online je ... 

well today baru aku pergi beraya semalam cuma sambut guest je ... dah pindah kampung so macam x best sangat because xde kampung nak balik ... ada tu ada tapi jauh at kelantan ... maybe end of the year we will going to kelantan for vacation ...

accident !!

omg my bro had an accident just now luckily he just injured at his leg ... he sent to the hosp and he'd been sewed for 15 times ... ouchh it's must be crazy ... 

don't talk simply

we as a human being we are just same and we have our own behaviour ... don't judge someone by it's cover and we can't talk bad about people while you don't realize who u are and pliz look yourself into the mirror ... well we can't simply talk about others and don't say that the person don't have a manners while you are just same with them ... so we are not perfect and we are not good ... 


well we can change to a better person ...


p/s : i love 4 science nexus with a sincerely heart and 

sayonara ...

yesterday was the last day for fasting month and today is the first day we celebrate eid ... today is really a great day but i wonder why my greatparent are still not arrived yet and we are still waiting for them ... well i hope today is the best day for y'll and i want to say HAPPY EID ... enjoy your day and don't touching2 ... huu ~~
okay i just want to y'll be happy always and come visit my blog don't get bored with it ... LYMV

omigee ..

it have been a long time i haven't update my blog ... i don't have a time and i just online my blog and check out what's news that's all and i just waste my time with design for my blog so it will be always new and cheer ... so people won't get bored and always come and visit my blog everyday and thanks to god also thanks to you all who always have a time for visiting my blog ... so grateful !!! and happy ... ngee ~~


well that day on tuesday i'd a camping at my school for three days and i just love it ... it has many activities and a lot of challenging programmes ... if i story it will be a long story to tell and i think my finger will be cracked .. huhu ~~ all that i can say is i'm enjoying while i'm at the camping and i feel so calm .. the programme's name is IHYA RAMADHAN !!! it's all about religious and i realised what i'm doing all this while and i tried to be a better person ~~ i will


a better person ?? hurmm one of my friend said that i've changed a little bit and i didn't realised that !! and she told me that i'm better than before and she loved to be friend with perfect team ... mehehe ~~ and thanks to god ... and she is my lovely cousin , ieya ... ILYDSM ... i will come to your house during eid okay ... if god wills it !! 

depressed !!!

   

will u be there when i'm down??

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hugh_grant_and_haley_bennett/way_back_into_love.html ]
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

rElaX ...

ouh today i break fast with fried rice and i'm the one who cooked it ... huihh you don't believe me ?? up to you then !! well my spicy fried rice is really delicious and taste wonderful not just only me saying that but my whole family ... and my fried rice finished so quickly ...


hurmm this evening my greatparent coming and they just stop by here for a while and they went back to kl around 5.30 pm ... they aren't back here for quite long time and my granny is really miss them so much so they just stop by here to visit my granny ... ouh who's coming ?? uncle salleh will be here ?? ouch and looks like i've to tidy my house ASAP ... hurmm whatever ALA i can online and update my blog ... mehehe ~~ i love blogging and i like and i miss and many more ... blog and i are one and if i loose my blog i will definitely sad and unhappy ... ='( 
so i cannot loose my blog ... hehe ~~ choyy !!

LoNeLy

hurmm my parent went out just now going to AG to buy some stuff and i'm staying with my granny and my little sister ... my second sister is at the scol she'd something to do at her school and i'm going out for  awhile this evening going to tampin maybe to buy my things ... with my parent and tomorrow i just don't know where are we going to heading to !!! tuesday i will not be at home until thursday cause i'm going to camping for ihya ramadhan ... and it will definitely going to be a great day for me on this ramadhan's month ... ouchh i can't wait for that ... hurmm i will have two camps for this month the same activity it's for ramadhan activity named ihya ramadhan ... it will be held at my school and the second sesion will be held out of school and maybe we will stay at calet ... hurmm i hope this program could give me some pengajaran for me ... well nama pun ihya ramadhan of course it will be a good things for me ... and for this month and i hope forever i will going to do a good things only no bad things ... i hope so but my social life is not going to be out of that ... my social life i will cover and i will control it okay ... norita , nolita , nobita ... huhu ~~

LoveLy FridaY

today i went to school like usual and after i arrived at school i met ieya and shake her then we talk and talk and suddenly she come out with her camera and show me the picture of yesterday ... wow excited nye diorang and i start felt regret because i can't join them breaking fast at Rimbun Corner ... hurmm  but then i feel okay ... it's okay my fate what can i do ... hurmm furthermore x ramai yang pergi hanya 11 orang je !!! haiyaaa ... tapi diorang look really happening
okay lepas tuh cikgu suzie panggil kitorang suruh beratur at astaka untuk baca yaasin  ... kat dewan x boleh sebab dewan digunakan utk PMR trial so we have to stand ... after reciting yaasin cikgu khusyai bagi ceramah sedikit ... hurmm what's wrong with malay's people especially girls ... something like that lah die cuba untuk sampaikan ... 
okay GTG papai ...

Untittled

i don't know what i'm going to write about ... firstly actually i planned i want to make an article on my blog but x menjadi ... and i thought after my article done i want to print it out and make it as a scrapbook but i don't know what is prevent me from doing that ... my daddy is support me but i just don't know and i thought maybe it's not time yet ... maybe i will do that after my spm result keluar ... i love to write , draw , and many things out there i want to try but not for now because i'm busy and rarely online my blog ... whatever abort it for a while i got some work have to be done right now !! see ya next time ... ILYGSM ~~ 

heaDer ...

i change the header ... picture of my friends yang berkesempatan snap pic with me before i moved here and i put it as my header ... huhu ~~ cun x ?? hahax
all of my friends are pretty and cute meyh ... ouchh i miss you all damn so much ,,, hurmm whatever
cantik x header baru aku ?? lawa x ? huhu ~~ suka-suki ...  xdelah header lama aku error so aku changed mse tengah browse pic on my computer file nampak pulak gambar tuh then aku pun put it a s my lovely blog's header ... mehehe ~~

No one ...

in fact , it's hard to fing a true friend that will be always with us and will be always appreciate us and remeber us forever . it's hard to find them who always be beside us when we in difficult or easy time . a friend is different with a true friend . a friend always laugh with us but when we i complicated time they will dump us and when they need us they will come after us ... i wonder what is use of friends ?? it's better we don't have friend than having one ... they always hurt us and never understand us ... a true friend is always bring us to kindness things ... i tried to find a true friend but i haven't found any of them ... a true friend never lie or never keeping any secrets and will be always share ...
have you found one ?? if u have found one you better keep them safely and love them like you love your family because a true friend is just like our family member ... once you lost them you will be regret and you will never found one ... 
like me .. i never found one !! but in the class i used to be closed with farahin , ieya , syera , amiera , laila and ina ... when will i found a true friend ?? 


hurmm it's look like i've to be like paris hilton who is looking for bestie ... on the magazine ... lolzz


that day i called eryn but she didn't pick up so she called me back after a few hours and we talk so much about ourselves and i feel happy ... not that happy ... but one day i will visit my old school at tbss ... at smk sek 10 ?? hurmm i don't know ... there's nothing left so what can i do there ... there is no one there that i want to meet ... whatever just abort it and it's just not important so muc but i miss my old home ... huhu ~~ ouch i remember one of my friend ... we are closed but not to closed ... i always study at her house but she doesn't live at there anymore she'd moved before me ... oh sabrina abdul razak i miss you so much ... i bet you must be happy staying at putrajaya right ?? i hope you'll be fine there .... IMSYDM ... eryn is going to do reunion so i wish that i could be there and it must be fun there ... huhu ... i will come for it ... never missed the great moment !!

saDness

ouch aku sedih sangat bila ieya bagitahu aku yang adik angkat dia nak pindah tahun depan ... kesian ieya hurmm kalau aku pun aku rasa benda yang sama jugak ... ieya x de asik perempuan tu yang dia sayang sangat kat ya ... sabar je la ieya 
papepun kau kena kuat ... be strong and be patient 
who knows one day you two will be together back !! aku tumpang simpati

Sajak

ouh well dah lama x update blog rindu sangat
okay tadi kat sekolah 4 science kena reka sajak kemerdakaan ikut kreativiti sendiri so aku pun create ... haha terbaek !! terbaeklah sangat
humm aku punya sajak macam ntah lah ... aku rasa macam kelakar kot ... atoyaii tapi harap-harap x delah seteruk mana kan ... harap-harap boleh diterima ... ala daripada x de ... hurmm

all about me ...

i just want my own life
i just want to be in my own world
i just want to be myself
i just want to get what i want
i just want to be with my lovely family
i just want them to understand me
i just want to get close with my bestie
i want all i need
i just need that
i will get what i want
no matter happen
i miss my bestie
i miss my friends and my group
i miss my ....
but the question is 
when will i get all these ??
maybe in 1 or 2 years ??
ouhh i want my place
i want to change to be a better person
but who will help me to thru this ??
no i won't change because i love what i do ...
i love myself and what i'm doing right now ...
i won't change 
this is myself so it's up to me
i love my social life ... cool !!

What Happened ???

well today i'm not fasting not because i cannot but i'd vomitted this morning ... i don't know what's wrong with my stomach ... i don't have stomachache but my stomach was empty i don't know ... but i'm sahur this morning but just a little bit because i don't have any appetite to eat the food maybe because it's sambal so sambal cannot eat in the early morning right ?? but usually i'm just fine with it hurhh ... feeling regret ?? regret tu ada lah jugak but what can i do ? i just drank water cooler at school after religious subject had done ... then my stomach feel better sikit ... after i arrived home i just went to the sofa and sleep ... i'd my bodyache ... ouh just what's wrong with me ?


tomorrow i've to go to school to send this report that i'd just done ... well and tomorow evening i has to attend the study group because i'd made my promise to them to study together ... so i've to go no matter what happen ... yeah right !! of course or not they will be mad at me ... poor them ... penat2 tunggu aku sampai stayback at school ... hurmm my two sis will be there too ... today many incident had happened to me ... hurmm   =' (

School Diva

okay kat sekolah korang ada "Diva School" x ?? mesti ada kan macam kat sekolah aku ... they just want a publicity ... ouchh what a sad story and it's just like a silly sound ... 
tapi entahlah aku rasa diva-diva ni semua x perlu kot bukannya x de pangkat diva nak mati ... grr bla r..
bosan aku ...
sejak aku pindah at sekolah ni pun aku rasa happy sangat sebab dapat kawan yang baik2 and ramai orang baik dengan aku so thanks to god ... well i feel very comfortable with you all ... meyh

get of it ...

well for my adopted sista i love you two ... so please you both nak pmr so don't make such a horrible situations ... jangan fightng sesama kawan baik ... akak sayang korang macam adik akak sendiri ... akak happy dapat adik macam korang and you two are my inspiration kot !!! blaa 2 whatever ... well akak dah anggap adek macam adek sendiri so i hope this is the last time you two having a fight okay ... kalau akak dapat tahu akak tahu lah nak buat apa dengan korang ... hurmm korang cute , cantik , cun and whatever asal korang ada package ... so kalau nak harap ada package tapi suka bergaduh sesama kawan baik apa guna ?? nanti korang akak kaunseling korang hari jumaat nanti ... hari jumaat memang masa yang sesuai untuk berhujah nih ... hahaha i'm deserve for it ?? bukannya apa akak just x nak korang buat silap macam akak dulu ... lolzz

i love you two guys ... miss you so much

sincerely from akak ... untuk my lovely sisters ... 

S & W ... ngee ~~

aishiteru ...

fasTing StoRy

well my fasting day is okay and i feel so happy . but kalau cerita pasal solat terawikh memang x lah ... huhu ~~ i've so much things to do sampai x sempat pun nak pergi ... furthermore my mother and granny ada kat rumah so kalau mereka pergi baru aku ikut itupun sebab terpksa sebab x de sape kat rumah nak jaga aku ... lol
actually macam-macam aku nak cerita cuma entah lah tak terluah .... hurmm 

fraNk ...

it's been for a long time i haven't update my blog and i didn't online my blog this lately because i really don't have a time for it ... well thnx to god my two adopted sis dah berbaik semula ... and they are really in a good terms and i'm happy ... i hope our study group this friday won't be cancelled or delay 


for today alot of things had happened to me and i just don't want to say it ... it's just my friend wanna break fast with all of us in 4 science nexus with teacher Fareez ... i hope my daddy will allow me to go for it ... ouchh it's really sad ... i'm listening to the avril lavigne's song ... when your gone ...


well that song is really get me touching ... love it 


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