speechless

i don't know what to think and what to say . maybe after a week i will come back to my work place if my friend doesn't quit . 
it is really bored staying at home and i really miss my friends at the factory . 
hey what can i do at home ? help my mother to cook ? oh absolutely not because i don't like to cook . i know how to cook but just a little bit . i'm just interested in baking a cake or cookies or deserts . yeah i know ... there is a lot of things i can do with house chores but after i have done all those things ? then i'll sleep all day . yeah that's the best thing i've ever do it . but my parent would scold me . hurmm ~~
if i had a phone so that i can send a text to all of my friends . it musn't be bored as i'm bored right now . my brain is empty and full of a bored sickness ... damn it !!
i'd rather went to work than staying at home doing nothing . i can't always with the laptop because i'm getting bored on it . there's no games that can make me fun . if there is a game that can make me fun i've to download it first ... omg what a mess !!!
hey help me ! i want to work so that i can earn money . oh one more thing . staying at home i can't earn money and just wasting my time with laptop . earn money is the better way for me so that i can buy a lot of things that i want . i love fashion, makeup, high heels ... my parent won't invest their money just for that stuffs . and they would say that it is so not good if u wear a makeup . it will just make your face ruined . but i enjoying make up my face because i love make up . but i really dislike wearing a lipstick on my lips . oh no . i felt that my lips are going to fall . i really not comfortable with that thing . blusher ? i'm not used to . i love to used mascara, eye liner, foundation, compact, eye shadow, contact lens and i think that's all . 
i love korean fashion . i love their cute dress, blouse, shirt, jeans, skirt and all of that . i love when they wear high heels and dance . omg i really want that high heels so that i can look tall . what am i talking about in this midnight ? i'm so nuts !!! kay bye see ya