ding dong !!

it's been a long time i haven't update my blog nor online for it ... i miss you so much lollita !! well that day i'd join a course at PD , country golf resort and i'm so glad to be there with myself alone .... then i'd got some new friends ... they are zaty , iena , tasha , nani , ziera - room mate - , zaty , dura , najwa , ziqah , chan ( girls ) , ikhwan ( leader ) , niyaz , alif , arash , thooriq , zafeerul (boys ) - my group : motivator membership - and we won the first place .. ouchh we had a sweet memory together and i just so lucky to have them in my life ... they are kind , sweet , pretty , handsome , friendly , sporting , funny , openminded , sensitive , and that's make me cannot forget them and how we cooperate together ... and my room mate are very sporting and our room is the noises than others room ... lol 

well we stay in hotel ... and ini kali kedua aku dok dalam hotel ... the nice hotel ... for all this while i joined wherever course x pernah dok dalam hotel yang cantik ... huhu ~~ hurmm ... 

chocolate love

layan lagu way back  into love sambil blogging dengan blog favourite aku yang dah lama x di update and i miss my blog so much as i am ... and that song means a lot to me and i love it ... so sweet and wonderful ... the song make me in peace and make me feel calm ...


ouchh i forgot about something ...
actually i really mad with my old friend and i just can't stand it ... i call her but she didn't hang up and i sent her a message but she refuse to reply my message and i donnow what is wrong with her and i don't understand ... hello come on if u feel unsatisfied with me please just direct and straight to the point ... are we still friend ?? i call her but she never want to hang up and it's just waste of my time and i sent her a message but she didn't reply and it's just increase my phone bill ... well i'm just be patience and i try to understand and so whatever ...


huihhh ... today is really a bored day and i don't have any mood ... just because of i've been so long not update my blog so i just keep on update with my moody mood today ... seriously today is the bored day ever ... nothing important in my a life except for my future and my life also my world ... you with your own way and i with my own way and we are different ... i can't change you into a better person but i will always pray that u will change ... tomorrow i will break my relationship with them and i don't want to interfere anymore ... seriously i'm sick of this and i really hate to be soooo hypocrite and i don't want to ... maybe i'm not ready to face all this and i will try to be a better person ... i will and i need to be alone ...grrrr

more story more fun

just now at my class
we didn't study because a few of my classmates went to a raptai for tomorrow ... so kebanyakan guru x masuk kelas kitowang then we just chillax and do nothing ... besok balik kol 1 petang ... wuhu balik awal ... then yana ajak aku round and round so ape lagi aku p0wn okay ... pastuh terserempak dengan cikgu asri yang sedang buat sportcheck then kitowang patah balik and pergi ke tandas then balik kelas aku ... then kitorang borak kosong ... kutuk orang ini kutuk orang sana ... haha macam2 kitorang cakap ... isyhh x baek kan ?? bulan syawal pulak tuh ... kitorang bukan kutuk just untuk gurau je ... jangan lah terasa ... papep0wn kitorang ade borak berkaitan dengan plajaran jugak ... ade ke ?? ntah aku pun lupa ... hahaha
then waktu balik aku jumpe sisters aku ... pastuh bas sampai then aku pun chaw ... hurmm memang agak membosankan jugak tadi ... x de benda nak buat kan
so bored ...

i donnow what to say

i just donnow what to say anymore ... what i want to be is myself and i don't want to be so hypocrite as i hate it and i want to be honest as i am .. i don't want to change and i will remain this way for my life and i don't want my world crashed and my social life become weak and i love my way ... i'm just want to say sorry so much i can't stand it and i will let you go and we will just become friends and no more any relationship and i know u will accept it and as i accept it willingly ... well i don't want you to be like me and i want you to stay out of my bussiness and i've my own lifestyle and it's so amazing ... i don't want to miss it or lose it ... i will follow what my heart say and what i really want and i want you to stay away from me and find the better sister than i am ...